SonicTheHedgeTrimmer

I am probably going to be here for a short while while stuff elsewhere stops becoming a hacker warzone.
No submissions. Just communication.

I became curious about messages so I peeked back to this miserable site to see some very asinine changes. 
What the hell is the logo anymore? There's no Z in DeviantArt... site designers conclude my absence. 

Oh, by the way, if you actually read this, spam something in the comments like people did to me when I still valued this site. Oh that's right, no one did.

I know you don't care. I'm just another faceless entity on the site who used to provide people with 10 seconds of viewing pleasure (before they clicked to something else).

I ask myself why I am even writing this journal entry because I sure as hell know it won't do any good for me, nor will it to anyone who reads it.

I look at the front page of DA and I see nothing but 3/4th naked depictions of women. For the love of God, deviantart just open the content walls and allow pornography, you have enough submitted as is! The way this site is going, I'm embarrassed to even say I had an account here. TO SAY THE LEAST.

Something else that puzzles me; why are people still watching me? I'm done. Through. Out-of-stock. Finished. I've bought the damn farm!!

I'm even reluctant to submit anything to YouTube anymore because despite whatever I do, unless I use famous characters my work is shit. 

NOTHING I DO MAKES IT WORK.

I try making more stuff with different content or themes, but they hardly make it over 70 views by 3 months.

I have had requests for fetish work with SFM. I am debating whether or not to submit myself to that field, although, at least I know people somewhere will like it!

My outlook on the world based on the response (or lack-thereof) from my audience is very sarcastic and bitter.

I never wanted true viral fame or shit... I just wanted to be known as "that guy who could make stuff" 

I wanted a sense of communication with my viewers but I never got anything more than "PenisCupcake has added Fuckshitstack to their favourites"

I have offered my own self-educated advice to other users.
Guess what? They're big time now. Where am I? No where. Sure, they thank me but uhhh hello? What am I fucking missing!?!

I think most of my YouTube subscribers are jackasses and everyone who +watched me on this site is a full-blown jerkoff. And to anyone who prospers on this site to stick it up their ass.

I don't care what you think of that because you had your chance a long time ago.
I don't care who's feelings I hurt because mine were hurt every moment I glanced at my inbox activity feed.

I have much more to say but screw it, most people are faggots "Too long; didn't read"

I will not un-store the things on this site.

Rather, I will soon upload a YouTube video containing a slideshow of said stored "deviations"

They won't be as high of quality, and you won't be able to zoom in past clicking fullscreen, but you will be able to see them.

Await a link once I upload it. Patronize my YouTube upload, because most of you haven't patronized my DeviantArt uploads.

***12/4/14
I'm beginning to wonder if I should once again overrule my resignation.
I have taken consideration, while pondering this, that I still would not make more art [to be ignored], or unstore my deviations.

Sole purpose being I have no other way to communicate. I don't use facebook, twitter, or what-have-you; I don't want to "update" to Google+ so I have given thought to operating a joint operation with my YouTube account with this one.

DeviantArt being used only for messaging purposes.

Google+ can suck it.

What I wouldn't give to be able to poop without bleeding...

For almost a year now, I have been engaged in a battle between progress and [dignity or pride or whatever] and cannot decide whether or not its worth it to finally connect my existing/original YouTube account with the smutty Google+ seeing how I can hardly do anything anymore aside from uploading without doing so.

I don't know what good it will do, yet at the same time I don't know what I'm missing.

(Lets see how many people actually respond to this  )